I’m tired of my life going the way it’s going right now
I would change it but I am truly stuck right now.
And nothing will change until something happens to my grandparents, either go into a home or the other thing.
I don’t feel like a caregiver.
I just sit here.
Make food when they are hungry.
Get them blankets when they are cold.
I literally just sit here watching Fox News and baseball.
I’ve watched Fox News just about everyday since April 2020.
I hate it.
I want my life back.
I’m tired of the life I’m living. I’m not tired of living, just what I do(or don’t do)
I want to work a normal job.
I want to have days off.
I want to travel with my parents or boyfriend.
I literally have no life with what I’m doing right now.
I’m a glorified babysitter.
Everytime I see or hear a commercial for caregiving I cringe because they make caregiving look easy and fun…
It’s not. It’s hard. I hate it. If I could be doing ANYTHING else right now I would.
Everyday I want to punch something. I want to throw something.