To put your trust in the wrong places and to find it years later breaks you completely. All you want to do in that moment is hide and drown in your own tiny world
some people can be very double faced so easily one person in front of you another person in front of others. I am not personally a good person but seeing this fakeness and people taking this shit really boils my blood shit everything. I hope to leave so fast from this shit hole.
I don't like socializing. So many people here to celebrate my roommates birthday. I don't give a fuck about anyone here. This is so fucked up. I don't like people not just here but anywhere.