@Nazmazh All of this is exactly what I've been trying to work through lately too. I'm so sorry that you are in that headspace and feel like that, it's not an easy place to be in. Hard not to take it personally when you rely on them and they don't quite understand. โคโค
@Nazmazh Even if you aren't good (I think you'll do fine, tho <3), who cares? If you enjoy it, that's what's important!
If you want refs, I know some good providers! Welcome to the digital art club ๐โโ๏ธ
@Nazmazh That's one of the most difficult, but most rewarding, things to do as a #spoonie finding something to help you feel motivated and engaged. I still struggle with it, but it helps a lot <3 we're all here for you and care about you and your health