looking back on my posts i don’t have a real reason to keep going for anything and i should take my life momentarily right? eugh i sound like im attention seeking im coming to a conclusion, an answer.
i can’t sleep not yet no i can’t sleep i have to be up now now now i can’t sleep i have something next week and i have so many things to do, i haven’t done anything all summer, so 3 things in the span of a week, no, 4 things, it’s too much.
just a friendly reminder to plsplspls support active visual kei bands.
i understand liking alot of bands that are unfortunately disbanded (guilty) but please listen to bands that are still active so they can thrive and continue their passions ! !
support smaller artists ! !
if it is that i am treated like an evil demon, then so be it, i will not be damned to hell, i will bring the hell i crawled out from onto this earth & scorch everything and everyone in my, i will ignite everything that had me bound, destroyed and on my knees in despair. all gone.
i reopened a wound by looking at vkgy and reminding myself of a band, and a member. i followed their private account. every day i wait for them to accept the request. but it will never come. i’m sure he would’ve done amazing things if he was still around. he looked+played so good