It's over for you guys once I learn anatomy and rendering and linework and perspective and color theory and construction and composition and lighting and values and character design and mark-making and gesture and
god i dont know what happened to me within the last year but ive genuinely lost almost all of my will to live
i dont want anything anymore i just want to die
Suicidal thoughts aren’t always I want to die.
They’re also..
I feel trapped.
I need a way out.
I am a burden.
What’s the point in life?
I need to escape my thoughts.
Nothing will ever get better.
I see no future.
I can’t bare this pain anymore.
Am worthless.