Love has always been hard for me. I grew up in a toxic home where love was never expressed the right way. I pray I don’t scare my future wife away because I’m learning to love. That’s always been my biggest fear.
I found every reason to smile today, even though I had every reason to cry bro. I found out some shit today that really fucked my mind up but some reason I can only see the positive things in life.
If ion look like myself right now, it’s not you(8.5/10). It’s me. The holidays will never be the same for me ever. Traumatized is an understatement. I only celebrate the holidays for my daughter to have something to look forward to..
To anybody I know battling depression ,I love you. I know how it feels to be in the dump because of relationships, family, money, etc. Healing is real, teach yourself that it’s not the end of the world just the end of certain chapters. Continue to be solid. Learn peace. Be happy.