Cora Mills

PhD Candidate (final year), on the optical transient spectroscopy of organic molecules.
Let's keep punching through...

[Cora Mills @ThinkeroT1]

I flip flop between feeling excited about finishing, and the panic and despair of unemployment in the short term.
Feeling like this PhD has blown the wind out of my sails and I just want to escape it all.

[Cora Mills @ThinkeroT1]

(Finally) feeling hopeful as I do the final thesis edits. I'm anxious and excited. 🥹
#phdlife #phdthesis #AcademicTwitter @AcademicChatter @ThePhDPlace

[Hugh Kearns @ithinkwellHugh]

When someone has paper published or wins an award or gets promoted you only see the final success. You don't see the earlier rejections, revisions and setbacks. You might assume they found it easy but that is rarely so. @sylviaduckworth
#PhDchat #ECRchat #postdoc #gradschool

[Cora Mills @ThinkeroT1]

I am currently walking through my thesis with my supervisor. All suggestions and corrections he makes are fair, but I always leave our meetings feeling like I don't know anything and with a sense of panic.
Does anyone else get this?
@PhDVoice @PhD_Genie @AcademicChatter

[The PhD Place @ThePhDPlace]

When you actually finish your PhD

[The PhD Place @ThePhDPlace]

Final year of a PhD be like https://t.co/dSt30HEivu

[The Cultural Tutor @culturaltutor]

Have you ever wondered why some cities are just so much nicer than others?

Well, it's probably because they have good "Third Places."

What is a Third Place? It's wherever you go when you're not at home or at work...

[PhD_Genie @PhD_Genie]

First draft

[Cora Mills @ThinkeroT1]

@TheStrugglingS4 Yep, same for me too. I'm in too deep, so I need to see it off.

[Cora Mills @ThinkeroT1]

Feeling super sad today. Feeling empty, disconnected, but sad. Feeling lonely. The worst part is that I can't bring myself to cry and release this.
I feel blocked in this sad space.

[PhD Mindfulness @PhDMindfulness]

"In other words, although unhappy and stressed, PhD students think they made the right decision in pursuing a PhD."
#phd #phdlife #phdchat #mentalhealth #AcademicTwitter @AcademicChatter
https://t.co/dRk1QlpNyC

[Cora Mills @ThinkeroT1]

I really don't know what I'm doing with my life. I feel desperate and at an edge. Even my partner-in-crime feels miles away from me right now.
#MentalHealthMatters

[Cora Mills @ThinkeroT1]

Is it bad that I often genuinely think about how different life would be for everyone in my life, if I was dead?

[Cora Mills @ThinkeroT1]

Life really feels like a lot right now. The lows are truly low. I feel so lost in this darkness. It feels irrelevant that I'm <6 months from the end.
#phdchat #phdlife @AcademicChatter @MindfulAcademix

[Cora Mills @ThinkeroT1]

This week is feeling v overwhelming so far (I know it's only Tuesday). Trying to keep up my exercise routine etc, but the PhD keeps getting me down. (Last month of exp. before writing up).
I think it's going to be a flip-floppy week for me.😔
#phdlife #phdchat @AcademicChatter

[Cora Mills @ThinkeroT1]

I had a mid- level interview for a banking grad scheme this morning and it reminded me of how uninterested I am in that world. Selling-out seemed so un enticing.
Need to get back onto those applications which are meaningful to me. #phdlife #AcademicChatter

[Martin Dawson @martin_r_dawson]

@thephdstory On a lighter note. In the late 70's a PhD candidate at U of Calgary attended his defense and placed a case of beer at the back of the room. He passed and then the chair commented "Wasn't it a bit premature to bring the celebratory drinks"? /1

[Cora Mills @ThinkeroT1]

@ThePhDPlace I recall contacting a few more supervisors to have a further chat about their work, but decided to not go further because I didn't think the work was a good match for me.

[Cora Mills @ThinkeroT1]

@ThePhDPlace It seems to be different for applying to PhDs in the UK?! I applied to (only) 4, got offers from all of them (tho some without funding). Am sensing that the PhD candidate market is v different here compared to the US.

[jules @ladyjuleseth]

i fully believe that a girls first encounter with misogyny happens as early as kindergarten-elementary school when the teacher sits her in between the badly behaved boys because her being forced to babysit them and suffer their behavior as well, matters more than her education