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[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

I. Getting. Real fucking tired of people being intolerable of my cats.

The next time someone says or does something against my fucking animals I'm going to cut them out my life like the animal hating cancer they are.

[# @datpixeldawg]

my dad walked in on me making this reel

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

I blamed myself, I tore apart,

To satisfy your endless heart.

An oasis offered to the sun,

But I am not the ocean, love.

You made me open up to see,

The vast divide in you and me.

Now tears are falling in the rough,

Because I'll never be enough.

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

I blamed myself, I still do,

Hating the pieces I gave to you.

But your thirst is endless,

And I am just a dry oasis,

When you needed an entire ocean.

You made me open up,

Only to show me I wasn’t enough,

Leaving me with different values,

And tears I cannot stop.

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

Im just. Never going to be good enough for you.

Im sorry.

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

Got dressed to go outside and go on a walk, and its pissing rain and cold and the only clothes that fit my worthless fat obese ass are shorts and a thing butten down t shirt, with no money to buy more.

I wish I didnt wake up this morning. Genuinely.

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

10/? ...I just wanna be what they want, because if I'm not, they have no reason to stay and will leave and I'll be alone again and...I...love them so much ..I just...want to be the reason they are happy... IDK what good posting all of this will fix but I'd need to get it out...

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

I'm starting to realize what some of my issue is and where a lot of my distress is coming from and I don't know how to handle it.

Two issues mainly. The first is that I am extremely overwhelmed in my own home with virtually no escape from it. There so many people and so much 1/?

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

9/? Shouldn't...bother me, but when I look at them now I see a women and I'm just.... I love them so deeply emotionally, but I'm finding it harder and harder to find them physically attractive and saying that makes me feel disgusted in myself. Just. Why is this happening to me?

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

8/? Which is what I want. Where we can be lewd sometimes and not lewd other times. But, I , don't know....if they're capable of that. I'm also really confused about their identity too...I'm extremely gay, they were a fem it when we got together, they're trans now and that --

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

7/? Which is...heartbreaking but, the way they act and talk about it, I could easily see it. The problem is they are very much light switch like, and if I tried to tell them that, they'd just entirely stop being lewd forever, they seem to be unable to see a middle ground?

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

6/? By it...which I see a bunch of problems with. I've been trying to just make myself...hornier for them and more I try to do that the more I feel...wrong and gross. At the same time they care enough about this stuff I'm legitimently afraid they would choose being lewd over me.

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

5/? The problem is that, one of my partners entire life unfortunately basically revolves around being lewd which...is kind of upsetting me tbh. Like... IDK, I guess I don't put nearly as much value into it and seriously don't care as much, and sometimes even are kinda grossed out

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

4/? Secondly I've got a serious issue with lewdness in my life. I go through long stretches of time where I'm very lewd and long ones where I am almost repulses by lewdness. Even finer than that, I seem to be extremely...picky about how I'm lewd and who I'm lewd with and when...

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

3/? Breathe and it's just...over the course of years it's worn me down like water does to rock. I want fewer people living in my house and going in and out of my territory... I also want people to just dial the energy back a bit, they're always so...much.

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

2/? Going on that I live in a state of constant overstimulation without reprieve. I'm constantly, from the second my day starts until the moment I close my eyes for bed being bombarded by everyone around me with requests or needs of attention or something. I barely have room to

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

@UbisoftSupport So it's normal for you guys to take over a month to respond to help and support messages? I haven't even been able to play the games I spent my hard earned money and bought from you in over a month, I have no problem being patient and reasonable but, this isn't reasonable at all

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

@UbisoftSupport IT would be really awesome, It would be SO cool, if you guys responded to help tickets within a calander month of people making them, in ANY way.

[Timbers Rainy Days @TimberRetriever]

Yo @telegram , My account was randomly banned for seemingly no reason almost a month ago, and I've repeadtidly tried to get a hold of you guys to appeal and had no response and now my account has been automatically deleted. What the fuck dude? #Telegram #CustomerServiceFail