skiinnylove

[❃❃❃ @Thintoxication]

Pray circle:

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🕯 LOSING 🕯

🕯 10LBS/4KGS 🕯

🕯 IN MAY 🕯

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[skiinnylove @Tinyypls]

Being sexually rejected really fucks with your self esteem

[skiinnylove @Tinyypls]

I’m so mad at myself. I just put on my size 2 jeans that were normally a bit tight to begin with but weren’t uncomfortable. WELL NOW THEY’RE TIGHTER AND UNCOMFORTABLE 😣

[🫧 jade 🫧 @flyingawxy]

isn’t it sad when you can feel someone getting sick of hearing about your mental illness? it’s like the first few times they worry and care, but when you’ve been sick for years people stop caring and don’t want to hear it anymore. I feel like such a burden

[skiinnylove @Tinyypls]

I managed to lose 6-7 lbs in a little less than 2 weeks but I ate so much over the last THREE DAYS I’m so scared to step on the scale and see my weight 😭😖

[skiinnylove @Tinyypls]

I am really proud of myself. I was sooooo hungry earlier & I felt on the verge of a binge but I drank some coffee with almond milk & ate a small bag of popcorn and I feel way better. I’m stronger than I think. I can do this! I want to lose 10-15lbs by Xmas!

Mind over matter!

[skiinnylove @Tinyypls]

I want to be 100lbs so badly but I also don’t want to care about what I look like and what I eat and I just want to be happy.

[skiinnylove @Tinyypls]

I’m reading a book about a girl with an ED and it feels like it’s basically the story of my life (with a few differences) but it makes me both sad/sick and it makes me want to ED further. Does that make sense?

[skiinnylove @Tinyypls]

I haven’t been on here in forever. Things were going good but then took a sour turn again. I was down to 123lb, 3lbs away from my first gw, but I’m back up to 127lbs bc I have no self control. But that stops today.

[skiinnylove @Tinyypls]

I’ve gained 2.5/3lbs from not going to the gym consistently over the last month. I need to go back. I have 14lbs to go before my birthday! 😭

[skiinnylove @Tinyypls]

Pretty sure the girls at my new job are starting to speculate that I have an eating disorder... I mean they aren’t wrong 🤷🏻‍♀️

[skiinnylove @Tinyypls]

I need to get back into the gym and back to low restricting. I took 2 weeks off and I ate like shit for the last 4 days and I gained 3lbs 😭I need self control.

[skiinnylove @Tinyypls]

OMG GUYS I GOT THE APARTMENT!!!! I’m so excited to move in and decorate and be at peace. I can’t wait to tell my friends. 😭

[skiinnylove @Tinyypls]

I’m trying to keep positive but it honestly feels like every time something is about to go right in my life, it just crashes and burns.