I don’t get sad over anyone. I get sad for myself. And not in a “I feel sorry for myself” I’m having a hard time forgiving myself for the things I put myself through & what hurts me the most of having done MYSELF wrong. That’s been the hardest part about healing.
I was so afraid of losing you until I realized you never really belonged to me in the first place. Because even though my heart was with you, yours was with everything and everyone else. So instead of being afraid to lose you, I sat back and watched YOU lose me.
You aren’t dating their cute face, smile or height. You are dating their maturity, morals and growth. Evaluate that before you catch feelings for something that doesn’t deserve you.
Maturity is choosing peace over drama and distance over disrespect. It's forgiving people in silence, healing and moving on with your life - it's choosing happiness over history.