I wish I could just go back to drawing fanart or doing something I used to enjoy, but my energy is completely dead. Why couldn't I just be born as one of those naturally high-energy people?
I'm honestly just completely burnt out and sick of everything. Why is my life such a massive mess? I know all about that 'positive affirmation' stuff, where you're supposed to manifest good things, but I absolutely cannot do it.
I'm literally crying right now just typing this out. I'm so incredibly jealous of those trust-fund kids who have all the free time in the world to do whatever they want. Between commuting and working every day, I have absolutely zero time for myself.