i urge everyone to read about zionism. if you care about palestine, it's crucial that you learn what zionism is and how, to be pro-palestine, you must also be anti-zionist and anti-israel.
@cybermelodys ur brain can tell you horrible things - make sure you understand that the things you say to yourself aren't necessarily true. Remember you've gotten through everything life's thrown at you so far. In all likelihood, everything will be fine. You're strong and you're loved.