blehhhhhhhhhhhhhh

silly brained

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my mom cut down our childhood tree for no reason this week then wanted to cut down my dad's tree, might've just lost $5000, and who knows what else, but she tells me she has barely slept/couldnt sleep the past 3 days and needed something to sleep.. so i gave her my antipsychotics

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me telling my mom about my psychiatrist's medical records n how they put down "mother may have a mood disorder" and also described bpd symptoms, which she relates to completely but then says "naw i think everyone just has issues" 😭

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“on my 3rd day of sobriety ^_^” i say half jokingly then proceed to get a bottle of vodka after my 10am work shift

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god damn it

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@JenniferRhythm JENNNNYYY HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRETTY GIRL!!! 💜

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@MooseTheSauce thought we were talking about rem from deadlock till i read the she 😔😔

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@MooseTheSauce it just might be...

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what is it with this thing of men loving cows

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@MooseTheSauce is this cow loving behavior

[ちゃころ@skeb募集中 @chacoro_pokemon]

#ゾロコリ

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ive been getting the frosted dr pepper at chickfila way too much bc the employees already know me and have given me 2 free ones in the past few weeks

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@truerealcel thank youuzz ari

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speedran a drawing in less than an hour i think bc i just wanted to get it over with

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my mother is trying to speedrun giving me body dysmorphia by calling me fat at 115 and my boyfriend is in shambles telling me i’m not

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this is how my chud cat sleeps

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mhm yup mm mhm yup mhm yea mmmmhmyup mhm jup mhm yeah yup

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i am starting to think this is all i needed

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i havent felt mentally ill in so long bc im actually in such a nice and healthy relationship that doesnt make me go insane