@_otherkaviix_ Call them, explain your situation and see what they recommend, if they recommend an appointment you shall get an appointment (at least that's what I've seen, I don't really go to hospitals or anything)
@_otherkaviix_ Exactly what mika said, it's the first time we're alive and no one gave us an instruction manual so, as long as you try, that's already good enough
@_otherkaviix_ Really sorry you had to go through that majesty, you deserve everything good happening and that someday, the good things will make you forget about what has hurt you before
@_otherkaviix_ If that was to ever happen (and I hope not cause long live the majesty) I'd get my inner fbi agent and find out where the funeral is, I'd make sure to leave a nice dandelion for you ^^
@_otherkaviix_ I understand withdrawals aren't easy but if she overreacts that easily because of that, there's definitely more to it. Just imo tho, I'm definitely not professional xD