ToneLokey

Professional Poster of Unprofessional Thoughts

Breaking News From My Brain's Suggestion Box

100% Random, 0% Consistency

Where Logic Takes Vacation 🤷🏾

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@Avabelly__ That's so fucked up..smh. I would've just taken all the money and say y'all walked out.🤷🏾 Too easy.
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Old man showed me a pic of his hemorrhoids and it looked like a whoppie cushion 😳 #ToneLokey #Trendingnow #Trending

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Dam this old dude was kneeling in the elevator this morning complaining he couldn't walk because of pain from his hemorrhoids. 🍑🔥#ToneLokey #trendingnow #trending

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@AnitaParve57846 False Ambition. #ToneLokey

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@BhattiLaib9960 Us pay for em. #ToneLokey

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@yslcora False Cliches #ToneLokey

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@alone_thought_ Love not really worth it fr. #ToneLokey

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@emotions_ix Hollow #ToneLokey

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@KhanSaba1278 Alf 😎 #ToneLokey

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@Liza137823 Playing Jenga. #ToneLokey

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@SarahWorkx I wouldn't even have noticed from my apartment in L.A. #ToneLokey

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@christywhy9 Does it fucking matter?! #ToneLokey

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@Henry_2210_ Yes. It's the temptation that's irresistible. #ToneLokey

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@_josephine0_ Ima fye on her azz too..shiddd. #ToneLokey

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@Avabelly__ Single asf. These women want savages. #ToneLokey

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@Jassmini2 @tylerperry fan.🤷🏾 #ToneLokey

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@Liza137823 Placenta #ToneLokey

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@endless54719 Realizing that "Black Fatigue" was historically coined "Racial Battle Fatigue." #Trendingnow #trending #ToneLokey

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@shouq_al90149 Yes, and now my Trauma I carry everyday protects me from that situation. #trendingnow #trending #ToneLokey

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The fatigue of being a minority is so overwhelming that I went into my own "Rabbit Hole" instead of being spoon fed by social media conspiracy and a plethora of over zealous stimulant induced influencers who prioritize fame over legacy and hedonism over heritage. I thought "Rich Dad,Poor Dad" by @theRealKiyosaki was my favorite book until I realized I only read it a few times to name drop it to validate my intelligence and financial "awakening" in the midst of "Whites" and "others". I spent the majority of my life fighting for validation such as my great "Black Predecessors" only to still fall into the ever so flamboyant life of being a "Intelligent Gangster" with an admirable reputation for being connected to every social annoyance that put me in the "Black Box" that has been unlockable for so long. I've been waiting to cry and let it out. I took a walk around a "false happy" suburb in Santa Monica trying to act like I belong
while listening to "King Von" trying not to hyperventilate and act normal while nodding my head while smiling at every other race to show I'm friendly.
I sometimes fantasize about being the addict living in the tent talking to the stop lights in '87 degree weather going unnoticed and invisible. I crave this invisibility that the addicts and mentally ill have on the sidewalks and by the 7/11's just to go unnoticed because of my Dark black skin with tattoos. I didn't understand this feeling that mildly started 5 years ago which has grown into a full fledged fear of existence in a society where my presence is worsened if I have a hoodie on. I had to find out what was going on, it was scary. I'm literally exhausted with being black so much that I don't feel right when I meet someone and don't let them know I'm "Cultured". I told my stepdad "I hated being black" and he went with the cliche run down which is programmed in all of us "African Americans" about how we built this and started this and we are the real this and original that only to be compensated with "You better know who you are!" , The same phrase that is uttered in every Black film about the "Ghetto". I didn't have to look it up to know that I suffered from "Black Fatigue". I didn't even know it was a thing until I asked Google..... The mental fatigue of being black in America is coined "race-based traumatic stress". I NEVER knew this was a thing! No one in the "Black Community" EVER speaks on this! How dare I be cheated out of knowing what's wrong with me! The man birthed by my mother but molded by systemic discrimination and racism.
Black adults are 20 percent more likely to report serious psychological distress than white adults. > National Institutes of Health.< My mental health has lead me to believe avoiding a heinous stereotypical death is my ultimate success.
I'm a U.S. Army Veteran that has PTSD from the military and I've come to legitimately find out I also have PTSD that stems from me being born African American in a lifetime ( up to 9.1%) compared to white Americans (7.4%). > Deconstructing Sigma <. So in advertently I suffer from "Dual PTSD".
Wtf!
Vicarious Trauma: Watching or reading of police killings of unarmed black individuals contributed to 55 million more poor mental health days annually for Black Americans. > YouTube Nami NH < I have become psychological strained with my fellow Black Americans who are heavily underserved by the mental health system. Us Black Adults are less likely by 36% to receive mental health treatment than any other Adult living in the U.S. (Illegals included).
1 out of 3 Black Adults who need Mental health care receive it. This means roughly 49 Million Black Americans don't benefit from these services. Black Therapist make up %4 of clinical psychologist. >Rutgers student affairs<
The leading cause of death for black youths aren't guns! Suicide is the leading cause of deaths for black youths and black young adults ages 15 yrs - 24 yrs. > Office of minority Health< -to be continued... #ToneLokey

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@anxietymsgs I literally have 12 numbers in my phone. I cleared my social cache this very morning. #ToneLokey