crying constantly

my mental breakdowns are kinda poetic xoxo

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

i still save a space for you in my bed

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

i won’t forget you with time

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

i just want to get you out of my head so i can breath for a second

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

i don’t wanna force you to care

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

this hurts more than i could’ve imagined

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

youre breaking my heart over and over again

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

no ones ever bought me flowers, i just want to feel loved

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

you’re pushing me away, but i’m scared to trust that you’ll come back because this looks how it did before when you left me

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

i saw you yesterday and i already miss you

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

i try soo hard to hold on to you, but it’s never enough

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

mentally i am not present

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

the person who’s mentally abused me the most is myself

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

your “i love you”s are the only thing keeping me going

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

keeping you in my life causes me soo much pain but i love you

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

i’ve given up on trying to get better

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

to think i was progressing, then be pulled back again

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

i really wish i’d stop throwing up when i think of her but you’ve caused me pain and my body hates it

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

i think i’m getting better then i’m hit with this, will i ever be fine?

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

i feel soo empty i could sleep all day

[crying constantly @TooHigh2cry]

i get scared to open up because in the past it’s pushed people away