It's been 21 years and I never had a person who would choose me over everyone else or a friend who would choose me over their every other friends. No big deal but somewhere it feels like an empty spot.
i wish the world were a little kinder to me. i wanna cry in someone’s arms. i want someone to notice that I’m barely holding it together. i just want someone to deeply see me and care.
i realized i was never put first in my entire life, instead i was just that person who fills voids in other people's lives untill they don't need me anymore.
Dating nowadays is a joke. You have to act like you don't care, wait hours to reply, pretend you're not too interested just so they don't think you're too available. God forbid you actually like someone and show it. It's not love anymore, it's all mind game.