sometimes you dead ass are too good for certain people and situations. nothings wrong w that either. if the people who claim to love you and care about you can't respect boundaries or treat you right, they simply don't deserve you or all you have to offer.
I time to time think about revenge on people who have hurt me terribly but the self love I’ve gained from the pain they have caused is the version of me they will never get to experience and that’s the best revenge there is
i decided that im done being absolutely miserable and allowing myself to be treated the way i had been this year and now all of a sudden everything is fun and exciting and im happy again and it’s fucking great