My drowning and I don’t know how to solve this without losing my school admission for the 3rd time.
It feels like I’m not fit for the real world. There’s like this ticking bomb waiting to go off the moment shit gets right with me.
I’ve lost control of my mind as it’s overwhelmed with thoughts, constantly racing on its own.The mood swings are out of this world.
I use sleep to escape my thoughts. Been having thoughts to kill my self and a crave to self harm.