ToxicDJ

My space to say shit I don’t actually mean and be as unreasonably emotional and toxic as I want so it doesn’t come out in my real life 🙊

[ToxicDJ @ToxicDJ]

very stressed and frustrated and defeated and burnt out so I’m watching The Bear to feel better like a psychopath

[ToxicDJ @ToxicDJ]

I loved when I had blue hair the most but I was also the most toxic version of myself at that time 😅

[ToxicDJ @ToxicDJ]

he’s back and we are engaged

[ToxicDJ @ToxicDJ]

It’s been 16 days. I miss himmmmmm 😭

[ToxicDJ @ToxicDJ]

wowwww my inner thighs are so soft that’s crazy lmao

[ToxicDJ @ToxicDJ]

@Matt_Pinner sweet baby southwestern veggie wrap

[ToxicDJ @ToxicDJ]

Men and relationships don’t scare me so much anymore. Friendships with women terrify me though??

[ToxicDJ @ToxicDJ]

applesauce and tissues for a hurt tummy and hurt heart

[ToxicDJ @ToxicDJ]

Big brained. Mother fucker.

[ToxicDJ @ToxicDJ]

This isn’t even half of it, but I’ve got things to do so all in all I just wanna say I’m super proud of myself for getting out again and so happy with how things are turning out. It’s been hard, but soooo worth taking the necessary steps!

[ToxicDJ @ToxicDJ]

been working on my social anxiety and and have made sm progress!

[ToxicDJ @ToxicDJ]

After - 3

I’ve recently started reaching out to my friends again and received sm love in return! People I didn’t use to be close to I’m making plans with and talk to more regularly. Plus I’ve started to meet even more people bc of this and might have some new friends too now 🥰

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Before - 3

I’ve been self-isolating for months and haven’t seen or really even talked to any of my friends, which only made me more worried about doing so. I got to the point where I wasn’t even sure if the people I loved would still want me in their lives :(

[ToxicDJ @ToxicDJ]

been inactive on this account for months while doing self work and now it’s less about saying toxic stuff I can’t say irl and more like saying anything I may find even kinda embarrassing irl lol

[ToxicDJ @ToxicDJ]

I want to make out with a stranger at this concert tn, but am not social enough to make that happen out of the blue