TragedE

try to find a reason to live challenge: impossible▫️

vent account▫️(TW: mentions of sui. and sh. but i try not to be too descriptive)

[TragedE @TragedE_9]

I got nowhere posting art on this account so it has been repurposed to just vent the thoughts that won't instantly land me in a psych ward because im anonymous.

#thoughts

[TragedE @TragedE_9]

HOLY SHITT, SHE LOOKS SO GOOD omgg

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@TheHighC03 <3

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I should just die

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I think about how I'll phrase the "goodbye" tweet, every single day.

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This isn't the universe where i succeeded. that's all. This version of me missed his chance but somewhere else out there, he thrived instead of survived

[TragedE @TragedE_9]

I fail and fail and fail, i cannot meet even my own extremely low expectations. I cannot even reach the bare fucking minimum i set for myself.

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I'm internalizing it all but i have no other choice. This will be the end of me but i delayed it as long as i possibly could.

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Overwhelming pain on a nightly basis. I'm sorry but i just can't put up with this.

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I can't take this pain. How pathetic and behind of a person i am is just crushing me to death. I won't survive this.

[TragedE @TragedE_9]

I feel so fucking pathetic, the most important years of my life were stripped from me and i harbor this constant regret that things could've been different. It wouldn't have been.

[𝑙𝑦𝑟𝑎 @naturehealyou]

The best weather in the world.. gray, gloomy and rainy

[TragedE @TragedE_9]

What is wrong with me

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How many milligrams of these would be lethal? Asking for a friend ofc

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I've run out of words, it's time for action. Theres nothing else to fucking say

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Everyday ends exactly the fucking same

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Send me to the eternal black. Im done.

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I want death, or at the very least a break. I don't want to do this anymore, i don't want to wake up tomorrow

[TragedE @TragedE_9]

Genuinely begging, please please please kill me. Its so fucking cruel that the only way is for me to do it myself and take all blame

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If i were an anime opening i would be skipped 10/10 times

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I planned to kill myself last week but no no, I'm not a danger to myself or anything! Don't jump to conclusions