Amanda

Fuck you, brain cancer.

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

My dear little sister Amanda passed away from brain cancer late last night. -James

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

Tomorrow, I go back into the hospital for the last time. Thank you all for the good vibes. Be good to each other. #quietlastnight

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

Don't spend time being angry at people. Forgive them. Life is entirely too short.

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

Tonight I have to get up the nerve to call my mom who hasnt spoken to me in 5 years

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

It was amazing. Beaches, cages, ruins, forest, huge turtles, cheap booze, dancing, learning Spanish, meeting people... @spydergrrl

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

Started to get v sick, so I came home, @spydergrrl.

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

I did - went to Cuba, Honduras, Nicaragua, panama, @Cedgell

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

Went travelling, @spydergrrl

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

. i left my iPhone on the kitchen table before I went to Cuba + Central America for two months. The people were spectacular

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

Thanks, @ALL_CAPS. I'm not going to worry about it too much.

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

@spydergrrl I don't think the finality of it has sunk in yet. Thanks. Almost feels liberating.

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

But you look fine. has been said repeatedly. Just finished cleaning out my desk.

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

I just resigned from my #goc job. No point when I have 3mths to live, right? I wonder if I'll get my pension money.

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

Deciding what to do for the rest of my life.

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

Results are in: advanced glioblastoma multiforme.

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

My appointment is early in the morning. I can't eat. I can't sleep. Fuckit

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

Got sent home at lunch as I'm a basket case today. Meeting with specialists Friday

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

Can't sleep. I don't know what to do.

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

OMW to the doctor to discuss the test results. Terrified.

[Amanda @TrappedAtMyDesk]

My doctors office just called me to come in to discuss some test results. That can only be bad, right? The don't call unless its bad news.