There's a reason you don't get messages/invites from certain people. You showed yourself and its not who you portray to be. It should be a wake up call.
Its gotten to the point where other people bring up how im being manipulated for other peoples enjoyment. Maybe i should listen. Sad part is they were my only support. Ill have to do this alone cause no one else cares. Not the way i do and everything i did. I was the best to you.
We were going to get married and if you ever cared for me that way in the first place you wouldn't keep hurting me. I bent over and and knee and worshipped you and you cant even keep one word you say. Actions words... Peace ill disappear. Like you want.
You destroyed me.... Just let me be and forget you and my stupidity. Lesson learned. Love is fucked and means different thing to people. I found true love and got fucked. Hope i don't do it in my next life. I crossed oceans of time to find you but now this boat ain't leaving.