I’m not perfect
I mess up
I fall down
I lose hope
Again and again and again
But God
God is perfect
God loves us no matter what
God forgives us when we ask for it
God is our hope
God is there for us
Again and again and again
Woke up to 14 emails from our monitoring system.
All from the same server. Memory warnings. CPU warnings. Disk space warnings.
I looked at them. Looked at the time. 7 AM on a Sunday. Closed my laptop.
If it's actually critical, someone will call. If nobody calls, it can wait until Monday.
This is the skill you develop over time. Knowing what's actually urgent versus what just seems urgent.
A server throwing warnings at 7 AM on Sunday is probably fine. It's been throwing warnings for hours. If it was going to crash, it would have crashed already.
Monday morning I'll look at it. Probably just a log file that grew too large. Five-minute fix.
But if I fix it now, I'm training the system that I respond to weekend alerts.
I don't respond to weekend alerts unless something is actually on fire.
My phone didn't ring. Nothing's on fire.
I'm going back to sleep.
If I had a nickel for every time a player from my favorite school with the #15 tore their ACL in the 2025-2026 season I’d have 2 nickels, which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice
Congratulations to Fernando Mendoza.
24th in passing yards IN THE COUNTRY.
ONE game with over 300 yards passing.
COMEBACK VICTORY over 3-6 Penn State.
Truly REDEFINED what it means to win the Heisman Trophy!