I finally feel mentally stable for the first time in years. Like I’m genuinely happy. Not depressed or happy from hypo mania. This shits so fucking sweet.
The way I gotta keep telling Rora and Jay to stop it I’m trying to work😭 it’s gonna be a long day and on top of that outlook isn’t trying to load so I can’t do half my work on my laptop🙄🙃 it’s a great day back to work.
I hate the numb feeling that comes with loss like I was in such a good mental space and now I literally have no motivation for anything I wanna do. And work ? I just don’t wanna go to these classes.
I get so tired of Isiah telling Rora he’s gonna call her and then never calls her like bro just don’t say it and just say bye . Like you can’t even pick up the phone to call ya kid ? Pathetic 🫠