I'm laying in bed, just me by myself, my fingers hurts from jam sesh, my stomach hurts, I'm tired, I don't like being in Anchorage. But, my brain and my heart feel amazing. I feel okay, moreso then ever before. And it's just me, by myself. Must be finally maturing lol
I'm a fucking dumbass for going out after surgery last night. But at least the old man got his time in. I been feeling scared lately, and idk what to do. I hope that's okay.
idk if I been hanging out with too many witchy Hispanic folk but I swear Everytime it bears my birthday, there's a big change, then I have the most successful great time until like November lol then shit get dark.