Well I'm moving, finally getting out of the house I lost my dad in after 11 years. This will help me find myself and eventually come back to all this stuff.
Not to mention how the fuck are people surviving 16 hour to 24 hour days everyone I talk to seems to act like that's the norm. If I had to do that you know strip my own life away I'd kill myself.
And how the fuck am I supposed to deal with my health when I need a job, everything is 9 to 5 and so are hospitals like fucking hell I have to schedule PT for 11 in the morning wtf am I supposed to do if I had a job piss off my employer every week with a fucked schedule.
How the fuck do people follow schedules stream and live their life for one day when I do it my sleep schedule gets flipped and if I want to try to get up anyways I'm fucking tired as shit.
Had an appointment so stream is going to be @ 12AM PST. Going to be playing War Thunder, while moderately tired. Might do some Blender Afterwards. https://t.co/kvkH6d5PkF