sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩

˚.🦴 ᵎᵎSully ~ zᶻ ૮˶- ﻌ -˶ა⌒)ᦱ .ᐟ.ᐟ
ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 dumb puppy .ᐟ 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯
₊˚⊹ 𐂯 ask for priv if 15+
dms open ♡⸜(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)⸝♡

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

sometimes i dont want to be the bigger person
sometimes i want to be immature
sometimes i want to retaliate
sometimes i want to hurt people the same way they hurt me
sometimes i want to slit my wrists and show them how much their words hurt

sometimes
i just
want
to be loved.

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

@ars3nic_katnip -for us. please be nicer with your words when spreading awareness

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

@ars3nic_katnip we don't do that tho,, the ones who do are a loud minority. you are judging people you know nothing about, you are generalizing. all we want is a safe space to express our problems. it's good for people who don't want to be around it to be aware, but there isn't another platform-

[dear @deardeerdoll]

id slit my own throat just to see if youd mourn me

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

hey #systwt my parts are constantly fighting how do they be nice please.

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

i want to be stabbed and obsessed over and given everything and everything and beat

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

@PuddieVA ur weird

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

this isnt something hes making up, right? this is genuine, right? im allowed to be happy about this, right? because if its true im genuinely so loved. if its not im killing myself tho

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

@edtwtconfess10n @edtwtconfessing ummm

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

@edtwtconfessing heyyy hahaa

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

family: no
friends: aside from here and romantic partner, i have lightly mentioned it to 2 people i barely consider friends

[݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ lynn .ᐟ @foodpollynn]

does any of your friends or family know about your disorder ?

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

not that i can remember

[݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ lynn .ᐟ @foodpollynn]

has your disorder made you like any foods you've previously disliked ?

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

probably like a week

[݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ lynn .ᐟ @foodpollynn]

what's the longest time you've ever gone without showering ?

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

yes. parents.

[݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ lynn .ᐟ @foodpollynn]

do you think your environment and the people around you have made your disorder worse ?

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

idk if this counts but drinks above 200 calories. often 100, too
safe... um... any mexican food tbh. taquitos are a big one

[݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ lynn .ᐟ @foodpollynn]

what's your biggest fear food ? biggest safe food ?

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

yes, BECAUSE, i want to improve.

[݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ lynn .ᐟ @foodpollynn]

do you think you're a good person ?

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

baking! i love dough!

[݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ lynn .ᐟ @foodpollynn]

do you prefer cooking or baking ? why ?

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

havent decided

[݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ lynn .ᐟ @foodpollynn]

do you want to have kids one day ?

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

eggs. just eggs.

[݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ lynn .ᐟ @foodpollynn]

what's your top 'struggle' meal ?

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

recover

[݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ lynn .ᐟ @foodpollynn]

what is one thing you'd like to do/achieve before you die ?

[sayori of shedtwt ૮ ˶˃ ﻌ ˂˶ ა⁩ @TuggaRope]

i wish i never had an eating disorder

[݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ lynn .ᐟ @foodpollynn]

would you rather never be disordered and be happier, but you're at your sw, or be disordered and unhappy, but you're ugw?