Tundra

Musings & Music

[Tundra @Tundra]

Three-and-a-half years wasted. There is nothing to cherish. Nothing good came from it. We should have stayed strangers.

#gay #healing #pathtopeace

[Tundra @Tundra]

Watching any gregg araki movie on K is .... highly recommended. 10/10

[Tundra @Tundra]

What if I weren't shattering after all?
What if I were rebuilding myself and that meant rewriting my kernel so someone like you could never exploit my heart again?

#gay #healing #pathtopeace

[Tundra @Tundra]

Working Families Party all the way.

[Tundra @Tundra]

But now I see it for what it is--the worst curse with which I could ever be hexed. And in this moment of clarity, I am forever grateful that you are no longer part of my present or future. 2/2

#gay #healing

[Tundra @Tundra]

We were closest when I deified you.
We were farthest when I personified you.

I once thought loving you and being loved by you (or at least under the illusion of being loved by you) was the greatest gift of my life. 1/2

[Tundra @Tundra]

I want some good loving
Want it to mean something
Set this old heart buzzing
Maybe that's where you come in
Maybe that's where you and I begin

https://t.co/WOPGjpjxgS

[Tundra @Tundra]

We're only human
I just wanna feel my face in the sun
I never really wanted to hurt anyone
Forever only means we had a good run

https://t.co/qye0xYgxoE

[Tundra @Tundra]

(this applies, albeit to varying degrees, to those two pepple who were once the most important beings in my life.)

[Tundra @Tundra]

To deny, and deliberately obstruct, someone their ability to understand their own circumstance or life, especially when they’re in a time of crisis, takes an amount of inherent and intentional cruelty that I hope to never again encounter or endure.

[Tundra @Tundra]

that once thought you were possible of .

And in these moments when I am forced once more to choose peace over trying to understand why, your specter reminds me that, still, you think you did nothing wrong.