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๐here was a brief effort to contain the excitement, even though it showed between the fake cough and the feminine expressionsโ ; โ especially when the corners of her red mouth turned up ๐ด๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ญ๐บ in an indiscreet smile.
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๐ few more seconds. her mind was creative, but she knew really well that, in any case, she would end up surprisedโ . . . โ and that even made her anxious. good anxiousโ ; โ it was magical to have no worries, only complete enjoyment. โ
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โ oh, cโmon โฆ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ .แฃ โ words lace with playful incredulity, head tilting slightly in teasing mockery. for a short moment, she considers ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฆ dragging this out โโ letting the anticipation stew for a little longer.
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โ ๐s related to . . . โโ โ barbara dragged out the premise of the question just like her shoes scratched the groundโ โ โ she didn't even know how long they had been walking without any known direction.โ โ โ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐? โ โ
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โ ๐hat's ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต enough. โโ โ โ barbara ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ her own almost childish behavior, but even so her arms were crossed automatically and her face glowed with curious green orbsโ ; โ the feeling of the unknown seemed a little (and only a little) terrifying โ
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โ maybe itโs fourteen hours of heart surgery ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ by a horror movie. โ the words slip out, encased by a sardonic grin. the idea sounds rather alluring, yet she understands that there may be a difference in what they find โ
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๐ilenced by pride, the curious doctor - in a terrible performance - pretended to care about the route, the buttons on her shirt, the weather . . . โ โ โ how many minutes did she stay quiet? probably two, at most three, but she choked on enough anxiety โ
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โ ๐ou could be secretly taking me to watch tapes of fourteen consecutive hours of some heart surgery. or. . . โ โ ; โ a brief pause. โ โ โ โ or a horror movie! - which, honestly, wouldn't be so bad. i don't know, you never fail to surprise me. โ
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๐he sound sparked a curious reaction, with green eyes fixing their attention on the woman next to herโ ; โ she wasn't frightened, much less offended at being joined in the joke, just ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ. โ
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pearly whites reveal as head tips back in laughter, unable to disguise any amusement. the sound is infectious, rippling through the night air with a vivacity that matches the sparkle in her eyes.
โ donโt worry, i have a strict โ no guests โ policy on valentineโs day. โ curve +
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๐igh heels scratched the floor, with ๐ฃ๐ข๐ณ๐ฃ๐ข๐ณ๐ข moving her body partially to look directly at hฬฒeฬฒrฬฒโ โ โ the atmosphere was now the usual one, and she no longer felt a hint of her previous trepidation. โ
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๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ humming a nursery rhyme while checking the O.R. board โ โ โ whoever updated it has the worst handwriting in the world.
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