genuinely trying to make an effort to rewire my programming. I'm tired of getting annoyed by certain behaviors. I wanna be less rigid and want people to not be scared of me. I'm trying so hard 😭
@yumedetox To the owner of said community despite them agreeing with me and being on my side. As I said, I expect too much of people and think I can just tell them that xyz is bad and they should not do it. I expect them to be happy to receive the information. But it’s often not the case.
@yumedetox Is a whole other beast entirely. Not being pissed every time I see selfish behavior. Some people just don’t know and I forcefully try to inform them when they’re not ready to receive the information and another contact is severed.
Damn I talk a lot 😂
@yumedetox I’ve fully analyzed and understand where it comes from. But calming the irritation I feel when seeing those behaviors in front of me. Not taking on battles that aren’t mine, and being generally more open minded to people’s different journeys of awareness of their own behavior
Sometimes it ain’t personal. sometimes your demeanor simply doesn’t click with them. But when it’s just me, I can’t help but feel a lot of negative things about myself. What I could have done better so they wouldn’t leave. I see it as a failure on my part.
@yumedetox Girl it’s so annoying when they try to sound all mindful and like they do their research by basically grabbing your about sections and going “make me an email offering our product including all this information” fuck off 😒😒😒
I hate when businesses reach out to me with their shitty AI written emails and their shitty businesses filled with AI. I wish it didn’t give me bad PR to just tell you to fuck off. But ignoring your 4th email will have to do…
@TheSassJacket It’s WILD how much AI is making people dumb 😭 you can get a decent capture card for semi cheap ($30 cheapest I think) if your computer can’t handle games. AFAIK most consoles have the ability to stream too. There’s no reason to use a webcam to show your games anymore.