‘sup, i’m eli. but i changed my name to 𝐇𝐀𝐖𝐊 because i needed to believe i could be badass and change my narrative like el serpiente ——i went from getting bullied to being a bully, and then losing myself again only to realize i’m still just that same scared little kid but +
i'm samantha larusso, i suffer ptsd from seeing my friend get his arm broken , watching my boyfriend almost die and become paralysed&after being scarred with a spike bracelet and never being good enough to win. i brought the mike & ike's.