UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING)

Rebranding...

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

Felt the need to share another life update. I’m very sorry the rebrand is taking as long as it is, but I promise the wait will have been worth it. 💜

[BearaByte Arcade 🐻🕹️ Retro VtuBear @BearaByteArcade]

In case you missed it: I’ve started streaming again unofficially!

I don’t have any plans right now but a debut will be done eventually.

Streams will be on random **Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays**!

🐻🕹️

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

This past year has really been a struggle for me and I feel bad sounding like a broken record, but I really do want to ensure I’m in a proper headspace before I start streaming again.

Thank you all for being patient with me. Thank you for not forgetting about me.

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

This past year has really been a struggle for me and I feel bad sounding like a broken record, but I really do want to ensure I’m in a proper headspace before I start streaming again.

Thank you all for being patient with me. Thank you for not forgetting about me.

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

UPDATE:

There is a 90% chance we are keeping the dog.

BUT!

We are sending her to obedience training once a week or so and she has progressed a since we brought her in, so there is Hope!

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

Felt the need to share another life update. I’m very sorry the rebrand is taking as long as it is, but I promise the wait will have been worth it. 💜

[BearaByte Arcade 🐻🕹️ Retro VtuBear @BearaByteArcade]

#NewProfilePic, since it’s almost time…👁️👄👁️

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

Felt the need to share another life update. I’m very sorry the rebrand is taking as long as it is, but I promise the wait will have been worth it. 💜

[BearaByte Arcade 🐻🕹️ Retro VtuBear @BearaByteArcade]

Okay gang, I’m gonna keep it a buck — I’m like, roughly 90% done with everything I need in order to stream again…

But I still don’t feel ready 😭

Expect some updates REALLY SOON, but until then, can you give this big bear the moral support he needs? 🥺

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

I want to thank everyone who reached out to support me.

I celebrated my 33rd birthday yesterday, and it’s safe to say I’m feeling a lot better.

I don’t plan on going anywhere just yet.

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

I’ve gotten in touch with my local psychiatrists office and have plans to call crisis later today for support

I’m sorry to worry anyone. I’m scared and frustrated and I don’t know what to do with myself anymore

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

I don’t want to be alive anymore

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

I want to give up so badly

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

I don’t want to be alive anymore

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

I’m too chickenshit to do anything but I just don’t want to be alive or breathing and I don’t know what to do

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

I haven’t had any updates recently.

I have been struggling extremely hard with my mental health over the past few months and am finding it extremely hard to find reasons to keep going.

I don’t know why I’m bothering to post this, other than I hope someone will reach out.

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

More to come shortly...

[BearaByte Arcade 🐻🕹️ Retro VtuBear @BearaByteArcade]

The screen fades to black.
A familiar signal flickers back to life.

> INSERT COIN TO CONTINUE? 🪙

Keep an eye on the horizon. There'll be more coming soon. 🐾

𝐐𝟏–𝐐𝟐 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟔

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

I apologize for the radio silence on this but I assure you I am still working on the rebrand 🙏

In the meantime, be sure to follow my new social(s)! (Bluesky sure to come because Twitter is a hellscape)

[BearaByte Arcade 🐻🕹️ Retro VtuBear @BearaByteArcade]

An old arcade.
One TV screen flickers on.

Get ready for a blast from the past.

𝐐𝟏–𝐐𝟐 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟔 🐻🕹️

#vtuber #indievtuber

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

Still cooking on the other end… 👀

[BearaByte Arcade 🐻🕹️ Retro VtuBear @BearaByteArcade]

my artist surprised me with a little something today and I’m still a little emotional about it 🐻💛

I’ll reveal it in full soon! - BB

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

@cheekfaceREAL What’s with these homies decking my halls

[UmeKuma | ENVtuBear 🌸🐻 (REBRANDING) @UmeKumaVT]

@NimdaBunny I mean I like food and am afraid of commitment…