this is very unrelated to ed but i genuinely think my mom is a narcissist. everything always has to be her way, she gets upset when things aren't, she doesn't really think of others feelings either, the list goes on. it fucks with me so bad, i hate when she yells.
i swear these past couple days have been hell. i know im not back to where i started a month ago because thats impossible but the scale is genuinely making me believe ive gained all the weight back but i know its bloating #edrtwt
my bf just did some stupid challenge with his friends which made him do a bunch of exercise and he told me he can't keep food down. why can't it be me bruh ๐ช i honestly would much rather be in his place than at like 1,200 cals already #edrtwt