ClinicallyUnfiltered

Writing about depression in the way only anonymity allows

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When #therapy isnt enough, I come on here and shout into the void so people I know don't take the weight. #MIAW17

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Today I'm thankful for the people I've trusted to help carry my burdens

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Depression winning again tonight... Extending the winning streak

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The first time I watched the video of missed calls I realized I never wanted to actually be famous...

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Fuck man... Mac is my age, I got put on to him by someone who grew up with him in Pittsburgh... He's always been in the background of my life...

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I don't know how to process this today, part of me wants to celebrate K.I.D.S and Best Day Ever, but part of me realizes how much of a show that was

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Today my #depression extends its winning streak

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Unfollowed everyone related to politics because I don't want to deal with anyone else's suffering right now. I'd rather die in silence than be engaged in this bullshit

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Anyone who says the rejection was a good thing for them is lying. It sucks and makes you feel inadequate. That's the truth and everything else is rose colored glasses #ShareYourRejections

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Lol depression... Maybe I'll be dead when I wake up

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Tonight sounds like a great night to play in traffic.

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Lying to everyone that cares about me because I'm not ok but I don't want to kill their vibe

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Grant me the confidence of this old white guy that just screamed out a request for a song the band didn't know for four straight songs.

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Having mental breakdowns in public places >>>>>>>>>>>>

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Just me sitting alone in my room using whiskey to numb the cut I chewed in the side of my mouth. #ItsNotMagicIts #depression

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@sosadtoday Just me hiding under my covers because I'm terrified of being filmed

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It's a #problem when "loving thy neighbor as thy self" makes you treat people around you worse... #depression

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@sosadtoday What heart? There's just an empty hole there

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Nobody knows how bad it actually is... #depression

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(picture of actual #rainbow)

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Today's a bad day so here's a #rainbow reflected in a #puddle because that's what good feelings seem like in my #depression