The fucked up parts?
Easier to leave them out.
Tell a cleaner version.
Instead I told it as it is.
Raw. Imperfect.
Truth is heavy.
Hiding it is heavier.
@wisdomXplorer Full presence is a nervous system state. The overstimulated, always-processing mind can't inhabit a moment deeply, it's already somewhere else. The depth comes when the system finally settles.
@MindMatterMoney You might temporarily numb the feeling. You could get all the money in the world, and the feeling would still be waiting for you on the other side until you deal with it.
@skill_of_life Nothing pushes them away faster than being clingy.
Being distant and detached buys time. That's all.
Independent and secure, that's what actually lasts.