@FuzzyBunnyXS I just need it so the video files can play and not be all janky/overly pixelated. Which was the furthest I made it was getting it to play, but they were heavily pixelated with no audio. But that was through VLC media player
Know what sucks? I have 6 video files that are corrupted that I have been sitting on this entire time trying to find a reason to restore them. And I have scoured and searched and exhausted myself trying to find an avenue that will restore them.
They're files that I have wanted to have restored for awhile. Ones that were the early days of me doing some of my talk shows. And I don't want them to be gone since they have some genuinely great guidance from the guests in them. I'm just disheartened over the whole thing, ya'know?
๐ดGood Evening Passed Aways๐ด
Finally got around to making the food for this weekend and cleaning my countertops. Also had to reapply some DAP to a counter that came loose during the cleaning, but it should be good by tonight. I am gonna look through my clips, delete the meh ones, and maybe look into cleaning up my OBS layout ๐ค
I think this turned out really well for my first time making Spartan fanart of a vtuber! This is of course Reni since we have been playing a lot of Halo recently.
Thank you to everyone who raided in and showed support during this! We jammed out to music and had a pretty good time ๐๐งก
We raided out to @augidraws who is playing Resident Evil Village
#renissance
@LilOValentine As the lyricists of yore once said:
Rob the jewelry store and tell 'em, "Make me a grill"
And that grill, was indeed, a heating pad for a cowgirl vampire lady. Well done. Not rare. Not medium well. Well done. Crispy. Being treated like braised brisket. Just as the Lord intended.
๐ธ๐ค OFFICIAL MODEL REVEAL ๐ค๐ธ
Gloomlings... it's finally time. โจ
I am so excited to unlock not just one, but all three stages of my story:
๐ธ Before the Void
๐ฉท Voidtouched
๐ค The Void Consumed (The current design I use, known as my monster form youve come to know and have already seen - will not be in this reveal)
Every like, share, comment, and bit of support brings us closer to revealing me. Let's see how quickly we can uncover what I was before the void consumed me. ๐๏ธโจ
A small note: this model previously belonged to a creator who has since graduated. Some of you may recognize it but this model has found a new home with me, and I'm excited to continue its story as Gloom. If you happen to recognize it, please avoid posting spoilers in the comments so everyone can enjoy the reveal event together. ๐
#VTuber #VTuberReveal #ModelReveal #Gloom #Gloomkiin #Gloomlings #BeforeTheVoid #Voidtouched #TheVoidConsumed #ENVTuber #VTuberDebut
Can I just say that the support I have received on this has been a welcome sight ๐ฅน
I know as of recent I have kinda been in my feelings and shit and the fact I have a modicum of a platform to scream into the void is nice. Imma be dialing back a bit on the pseudo-sadposting though because I am meant to embody being a laidback, carefree, wholesome, and joyous person. Which ordinarily I am. But it does get hard to hold back being human sometimes. So thank you for accepting the human behind the skeleton ๐๐งก
2:40am
I don't like being awake late at night. It gives me too much time to think and often my thinking is too introspective for its own good. For instance: I think the reason why I try to make "philosophical/wise" posts is because of my desire to feel needed. I don't get asked for advice often so this is my way of giving my insights in a blanket "shotgun" manner.
I also think about the fact that even though I am out here as a content creator I need to actually recognize my worth. At the same time I don't know how to really utilize my raw, unrefined skills/talent. I don't like how impersonal pre-recorded content is since it often requires a script and I am sure as fuck not writing that. I don't like the dedication to having to stream all the time because that is a huge, unpausable time sync. I don't like having to post a certain number of times per day to maintain algorithmic relevancy. It all feels like an unnecessary race we all have to run. And even though I do this as a hobby I still want to be GOOD at that hobby.
I also keep thinking about if I had to rebrand what would I be? It would still be skeleton themed, but with a different coat of paint. A Butcher Bug that is made of the parts of other insects. A machine that repaired itself with the parts of other machines. A revenant that is comprised of the souls of others who couldn't fulfill their purpose. Just tons. But I have more outfit design ideas than I do rebrand ideas so it's more of me wanting to just try something new. I feel like I have stagnated, ya'know? And now I get why many big name vtubers have one to two outfit debuts per year and a new design per year.
I also worry about my place out here. Not only as a creator but as a friend to folks. I am honestly pretty fucking neglectful as a friend and my reasoning is always, "we're all adults here I shouldn't have to check up on people." Which, yeah, is true, but it shows so much lack of effort or care from me. And what's worse is I RECOGNIZE THAT and DO NOTHING ABOUT IT! And I know I do nothing about it because I have made way more friends than I know what to do with so checking up on everybody would take an hour of messaging and another hour or two keeping up with the onslaught of messages afterwards. Which is daunting, but also at least would show I give a fuck about the people I let into my life and have given the good graces of the time of day at least.
I dunno. Oftentimes I feel like a failure. As a creator. A friend. A role model. But then I have people tell me I am their favorite. Their best friend. Their brother. Their dad they never had. And all of that reassures me a bit, but always leaves me confused in the end. Because they see something in me that I don't see. Or that I buried under all of my own personal criticism.
But I don't want to doom post here. Because these are all just thoughts I have had about myself and really just in general. I do wish I was better at maintaining a positive atmosphere, but sometimes I have to drop that for a moment so I can feel human and be vulnerable for 17 minutes.
Thanks for reading ๐งก
๐ดGood Day Passed Aways๐ด
So I finally got my dental card information so I was able to schedule an appointment for June 11th. Rewarded myself with some Wendy's of course ๐๐ค
Now for tonight's stream? Reni is currently recovering from being sick and still needs a bit so we will not be playing Halo tonight. However, I am going to be doing an art stream instead! So kinda excited about that since I have been wanting to try something Halo related anyways ๐ค
2:40am
I don't like being awake late at night. It gives me too much time to think and often my thinking is too introspective for its own good. For instance: I think the reason why I try to make "philosophical/wise" posts is because of my desire to feel needed. I don't get asked for advice often so this is my way of giving my insights in a blanket "shotgun" manner.
I also think about the fact that even though I am out here as a content creator I need to actually recognize my worth. At the same time I don't know how to really utilize my raw, unrefined skills/talent. I don't like how impersonal pre-recorded content is since it often requires a script and I am sure as fuck not writing that. I don't like the dedication to having to stream all the time because that is a huge, unpausable time sync. I don't like having to post a certain number of times per day to maintain algorithmic relevancy. It all feels like an unnecessary race we all have to run. And even though I do this as a hobby I still want to be GOOD at that hobby.
I also keep thinking about if I had to rebrand what would I be? It would still be skeleton themed, but with a different coat of paint. A Butcher Bug that is made of the parts of other insects. A machine that repaired itself with the parts of other machines. A revenant that is comprised of the souls of others who couldn't fulfill their purpose. Just tons. But I have more outfit design ideas than I do rebrand ideas so it's more of me wanting to just try something new. I feel like I have stagnated, ya'know? And now I get why many big name vtubers have one to two outfit debuts per year and a new design per year.
I also worry about my place out here. Not only as a creator but as a friend to folks. I am honestly pretty fucking neglectful as a friend and my reasoning is always, "we're all adults here I shouldn't have to check up on people." Which, yeah, is true, but it shows so much lack of effort or care from me. And what's worse is I RECOGNIZE THAT and DO NOTHING ABOUT IT! And I know I do nothing about it because I have made way more friends than I know what to do with so checking up on everybody would take an hour of messaging and another hour or two keeping up with the onslaught of messages afterwards. Which is daunting, but also at least would show I give a fuck about the people I let into my life and have given the good graces of the time of day at least.
I dunno. Oftentimes I feel like a failure. As a creator. A friend. A role model. But then I have people tell me I am their favorite. Their best friend. Their brother. Their dad they never had. And all of that reassures me a bit, but always leaves me confused in the end. Because they see something in me that I don't see. Or that I buried under all of my own personal criticism.
But I don't want to doom post here. Because these are all just thoughts I have had about myself and really just in general. I do wish I was better at maintaining a positive atmosphere, but sometimes I have to drop that for a moment so I can feel human and be vulnerable for 17 minutes.
Thanks for reading ๐งก
@ClockworkC_toon BUILT! ๐ CORRECTLY! ๐
This is so beach goth and I love it so much! I've always been a fan of sarongs for beach designs so I have some bias on my enjoyment of yours on your design ๐๐
Oh no~
Summer is right here~
So many vtubers are showing off their beach art already~
Oh if only I had some beach art in the replies that I could appraise with maybe some links to the artists for others who see this post to also get art from them~
OH IF ONLY THAT WOULD HAPPEN ๐ซ
The sleekness! ๐ธ The shine! ๐ธ The dynamic pose! ๐ธ
I'm loving the colors on this! This is giving me such a nostalgic vibe of advertisements enticing folks to head to the beach! And how you use the parallel lines as part of the background really draws the eyes to your design so well ๐๐งก
So when I recorded this I didn't realize that it was Men's Mental Health Awareness Month. I was at my lowest after my ex-fiancee, but I had a group of friends who supported me through and through. One even showed up out of the blue to give me a beer and have me talk to him.
It took a year for me to feel like I was okay. Because I figured out what was best for me and did what felt good for my soul. The gym helped me. Charity work helped me. Community service helped me. My friends helped me. D&D helped me. Having a schedule for going out to eat helped me.
Making time for me helped me ๐๐งก
โกโ โน DEBUT DATE ANNOUNCEMENT { JUNE 17TH, 2026 } โกโ โน
โต The hunt beckons, will you answer my calling ? โต
โต Model Art + Rig - AlyxMorana
โต Trailer Edited by - @/cryptidchezcake