JONGIN PLEASE AHDJJWJD he was initially only going to exercise lightly, but then made a mistake by asking Minho and Changmin to workout together 😭
"Kai's diary
Like a fool, i woke up early today for no reason. (Kim Jongin, why didn't you sleep ten more minutes)
So, i ate breakfast
I went down to the gym for a very light exercise to help with digestion, and i met Minho hyung and Changmin hyung there.
Feeling glad to see them, i said 'Hyung! Let's exercise together!!'
When i got back to my sense, i was running with the hyungs.
It didn't even take me 5 minutes to realize saying that was a huge mistake.
After running, i quietly wiped away my tears in the hotel room"
"I was looking at the ground in all the pictures"
"I acted like i'm fine on the story i uploaded on insta, but honestly i'm not fine."
"Really."
241020 #woozi 🌟
🍑 thank you again during this promotion
the promotion period was really short so it was a shame wasn’t it
maybe because i’m human but the fact that an album i once again worked so long and hard on went by this quickly does make me a bit down inside
but ultimately, since i made this album hoping this would be memorable for you all for a long time, i’m going to turn this feeling around with that goal in mind and consider the short promotions as not that important
for this album’s spill the feels
you probably know since you’ve seen since promotions but,
the starting point was the line ‘i feel helpless’
i feel like we live in a generation where we feel such an unnecessary variety of helplessness
as you all know, it’s probably our lifelong learning to “escape from these chains of “comparison’”, which is easier said than done. we feel the most helplessness from being compared, and i believe the way to break free from that is honesty
so from that point of view, the words that came about were ‘love, money, fame’.
i think that these three ideas bring about the most/biggest comparison
so i decided to unravel my heart/feelings honestly
to some people, it sounds like a ‘high class problem’
and i know this
it’s the perfect topic to receive mockery about at this point [of our career]
standards differ between people, but from most people’s point of view, these three things are something that svt has plenty of.
which is why as i was thinking about this topic, i felt much helplessness once again
this is my truth right now
this weird uneasiness and worry that i was out of sync with carats and the public came rushing in
was this a bad choice?
do i really need to stop now?
is there no need for my abilities now?
all these crazy thoughts
isn’t it so silly, that someone who made an album with the desire to relieve even a little bit of carats’ feelings of helplessness became engulfed in that feeling himself
anyways, it was complicated in many ways.
but what is for certain is that i had no desire to fabricate anything, so i focused on getting back to sincerity
i definitely knew there would be taunting remarks about why these guys who have everything would talk about money and fame, and it did happen to some extent
whether or not this is a perspective of reality or actual reality, we are living more fiercely and desperate for achievement than ever
with that in mind, if you look at the other side, people might wonder what in the world would these guys be struggling with? and listen in out of curiosity
so i held onto the hope that they would see that love is the thing that is driving us.
it’s not a song to criticize those who live for money or fame.
that is also fine.
we have been like that too, and there is nothing wrong with saying those are the main parts in life.
so it even more so was not like we were cosplaying successful people, telling people the carefree bluff that “love is the answer” and to “protect love”.
it was to tell people that the order of importance of things in that list is up to you
and that for us right now, as the song says, we don’t need anything without carats, and that we were just singing our truth that this is what liberates us from our feelings of helplessness.
#우지 @pledis_17
keeho before performing that's money 🤣🤣🤣
"you guys really need to show us your energy. if i'm not feeling the heat tonight, we're not playing it again. so boston, it's up to you"
#P1Harmony#피원하모니#기호
Minghao mentioned Junhui in his recent interview with Park Myungsoo (rough translation)
"After crying, the two of us went to eat. We always went to Konkuk University entrance and were together every holiday."
so this is the boys' messages to the member after them ?? 😭😭
joshua telling jun to cut down on spicy food
jun calling hoshi my beloved tiger! 😭
woozi calling minghao "my absolute love!"
and vernon telling dino "please don't tell me wait"
DHSJSJX 😭😭😭 i love them
231215 #seungkwan 🌟
🍊 btw i was in a peaceful state
but i rewatched our performance and..
we looked like fools/idiots so looking back i feel a bit embarrassed
and also a bit intrigued
but thank you to all the artists who still enjoyed it
sejeong noonim (formal noona), kentaro & donghwi hyungnim
we didn’t tell them anything, just thoughtlessly sat them there and started [the performnace]
thank you for dealing with it well
i asked new jeans to react well
and they had so much fun and tried so hard to
i’m just so thankful
to the point where i feel sorry i couldn’t jump around during new jeans performance
im still so shocked at dokyeom hyung’s last freestyle
to the point where im thinking of running man jaesuk’s “what are u doing” meme
he was just so excited that’s why, please understand him
then i saw myself and i was dancing to gangnam style
other behind stories ur curious about.. ill tell u on live
#승관 @pledis_17
Youngji: I now have oppas(older brothers) when I wasn't fortuned to have any before, they are so reliable.
👤yongji-ya what about the long text? Can't u be friends w/me too. I'll be Ur friend who wasn't fortuned to be before.
YJ: as soon as the stage ended there was a long text
omg mnet.. what was the point of the k/g group fabricated drama 🤦🏻♀️
ollie talking about how g-group had one week to practice kick it.. you’ve worked hard, hao + brian + ricky + ollie 🫳🏼🫳🏼🫳🏼
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我们在韩国的初舞台本来不是nct kick it
originally our star level test stage in korea wasn’t nct ‘kick it’
是nct dream 的beatbox
it was nct dream’s ‘beatbox’
我们当时四个人已经练了那个beatbox练了差不多三个月了
us four people had already practiced ‘beatbox’ for about three months already at that point
然后准备去的时候 前一周跟我们说我们的初舞台要改成英雄
and then as we were preparing to go [to the show],a week beforehand we were told our star level test stage had to be changed to ‘kick it’
然后 就很不公平 因为韩国队他们一直都是英雄
and it was really unfair because k-group was always ‘kick it’
本来是我们跳beatbox 他们跳英雄 然后在前一周的时候突然跟我们说 说我们要跟他们跳一样的 跳英雄
originally it was us dancing ‘beatbox’ and then dancing ‘kick it’ — and then one week before we were suddenly told.. that we have to dance to the same song as them, ‘kick it’
当时老生气了
i was really mad back then