Got my heart broken and just wanted their friendship cus in the end it meant more but damn it really does suck when people show you that you arenโt important to them
Finally forgive myself for pouring so much into a person that couldnโt see my worth โ even as a friend. I can finally say I am happy because Iโm over it and Iโm disgusted
To think I really liked someone so much romantically, but the feeling wasnโt mutual so I wanted to keep the friendship bc I cared so much about them ended up making me look stupid. Sometimes we care 2 much about people who never reach out & actions speak for themselves. NVR again
Only god knows how much Iโve struggled with my self esteem the past year because I kept trying to prove myself to people that I was never going to be enough for.
I finally forgive myself for that & broke the pattern. Lost over 50 lbs & my body is looking amazing ๐ซถ๐ป
Getting let down by the same person you care for a lot sucks tbhโฆ. especially as friends. You canโt tell me someone cares for you and youโre important to them, but youโre not worth hanging out with when theyโre in your cityโฆ just a quick little Fโฆ. Like pls Iโm going ghost fr