That’s the part that hurts the most, because I love hard and I’m loyal to my core sometimes too loyal. It’s wild how your own thoughts can keep you trapped, replaying the pain instead of letting it go.
I really struggle with forgiveness, honestly. I’ll let things slide and act like I’m good for a while, but then my mind starts replaying everything. Before I know it, I’m upset all over again and don’t even want to be around you.