Honestly my respect for actors who spend all day working, doing interviews and getting on flights at what i guess is at odd hours of the night or day, getting what im assuming is little sleep from the amount of press they have to do, it's just, you've got my respect
top 4 feelings:
1. showering when no one's home.
2. playing music and singing when no one's home.
3. coming home to an empty house.
4. cleaning when no one's home.
here's a lil snippet of what I've got so far and despite what character wiki I've got open, I'm actually in this for my man Dean Di Laurentis (not that I don't love beau and would absolutely write for him)
it's really funny to me how schooling really brings out the reader in me because i for the life of me can't imagine what i'd do in between the teachers luls in class and now I've read about 70k words purely just from fics between lessons
It's 4 til 3 am and surprisingly im getting ready for bed but evidently I needed to get a papercut, to step on pee and to nearly cut my finger with staples.... ONE TIME I TRY TO SLEEP BEFORE SUNRISE AND THIS IS THE SHIT I GET!??!?!
my best wishes to the poor sod i end up with. i hope you're lovely and put up with all my flaws and quirkiness and my inexprience and in return, i promise to love and care for you with all my heart
i've just realized that not having a shred of romantic experience and having based your ideals and visions of you in a relationship on books and films... makes for a very unrealistic, a bit toxic and certainly unhealthy, inexperienced woman in a relationship...
shitty annoying things that's haopened today
• second lesson of the day felt like asking an already full sponge to absorb a gallon of water that it revealed a white strand on my head
lol i think the reason i haven't really read for hollanov for a while now is bc all i read there is straight up depression and reading for other characters and fandoms where there's barely angst (despite my best wishes) is like a counter balance. i still miss reading for hollanov
Peoples.... it's week 1.5 of lessons and I've filled half of a b5 filler with notes for one subject.... wtf
(And im not some sissy, this is front and back, top to bottom filled)