My Secret Thoughts

♉ Dog mom, 👰🤵2015,
🤰1 Joey born still 060616,
🤰2 IUI 022417 d&c 041417,
🤰3 FT 050618 mc052918,
🤰4FET 092018 CJ born still @011819,
🤰5FET 081219 mc083019

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#HappyMayTheFourth #MayThe4thBeWithYou I'm sad to say today is my last #MayThe4th in my 30's. Officially turning the big Four Zero tomorrow! #GoodbyeThirties #HelloForties #TurningForty #TurningFortySucks #DontGetOld #ItsMyBirthday #itsmybirthdaycancryifiwantto

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While I was leaving for work, my #rainbowbaby said "miss you" for the #firsttime yesterday. #boymom #heartmelting #ThirtyFiveMonthsOld #ToddlerLife

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My #RainbowBaby asked for a kiss from his Mommy for the #FirstTime today before sleeping. #HeartMelting #Motherhood #ToddlerMom #BoyMom #ToddlerLife #ThirtyFiveMonthsOld

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It's been #twomonths since I lost my #BabyGirl I miss her so much!

#grieving #grievingmother #pregnancyandinfantloss #PregnancyAndInfantLossAwareness

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Not so #HappyNewYear2024 due to #grieving. I pray for a better year and even a better life in my 40's. #pregnancyandinfantloss #PregnancyAndInfantLossAwareness #grief

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One month until #Christmas and at lost with #grief and #storyofmylife. #TTC #tryingtoconceive #chapterclosed #badending #badclosure #pregnancyandinfantloss #PregnancyAndInfantLossAwareness #grieving #holidays #grievingduringtheholidays

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Today I could've been #TwentyTwoWeeksPregnant but lost our #BabyGirl yesterday due of excessive bleeding & was advised by several doctors there's no choice but to (emergency) #TerminatePregnancy for me to live". #DisseminatedIntravascularCoagulation (DIC)

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#NineteenWeeksPregnant today! #Halfway there! My obgyn was saying to deliver around 37-38 weeks due to my history. #CantWait It has been a rough month, but made it here at 19 weeks! #RainbowBaby

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Goodbye #FirstTrimester Hello #SecondTrimester Officially #FourteenWeeksPregnant

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#LatePost this happened about 10-12 days ago. My first OB appt is in a week. #DoubleRainbowBaby ??

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Late post : our #RainbowBaby turned #TwoYearsOld and we said goodbye to our #FurBaby #Simba my #Shihtzu who has been with us through all our ups and downs. We will truly miss you Simba.

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Happy 4th Birthday to my son CJ! Mommy and Daddy loves and misses you so so much!

#TimeFlies #Grieving #GrievingParents #Grief #PregnancyAndInfantLoss #PregnancyAndInfantLossAwareness #RainbowBaby

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3am... #mommyguilt thoughts running in my head
#momguilt #momlife #motherhood #boymom #parenthood #rainbowbaby

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Having #MommyGuilt all day everyday! #rainbowbaby #momlife #motherhood

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Why is a stripper doing the weather on #Fox40News ??! Maybe because she wants to be on cloud 9 lol... but seriously, lately the staff on Fox40 been dressing so unprofessional. #FoxNews

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Per our local meteorologist it the last earliest #sunrise on the year. Meaning it'll start getting darker and soon enough it'll be the Holidays again! #TimeFlies

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#ChildCare is so hard to find. I don't want my #rainbowbaby with just anyone. I need to make sure he's in a good hands and a good school... but also with a decent price range.

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I'm actually glad this month is ending. It has been a very expensive long month. #Birthday at #Monterey then #MothersDay and our 7 year wedding #Anniversary (10 long years together). I'm done. Besides its not the same anymore.

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All I heard all week on #Fox40News is 49ers playing in LA this Sunday. #Redundant #DoBetter

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#ByeBigBen #Goodbye #BigBen #7 #PittsburghSteelers You'll be miss at #NFL and #Steelers #SadDay