People are Zaalim, only Allah loves you beyond measures. Put all your expectations before Allah, don't let people judge you. Let Allah be your judge, you will be free!
The Messenger of Allah (ﷺ) said: "One who guides to something good has a reward similar to that of its doer."
So spread goodness and earn rewards in shaa Allah.
Source: Sahih Muslim 1893a
Narrated Ibn `Abbas:
I heard the Prophet (ﷺ) saying, “If the son of Adam (the human being) had two valleys of money, he would wish for a third, for nothing can fill the belly of Adam’s son except dust, and Allah forgives him who repents to Him.”
Sahih al-Bukhari 6436
MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!
".. The most hateful statement of Allah is for a man to say to other man, 'Fear Allah' & he says 'Mind yourself!'"
[Sunan al-Kubrá lil-Nasāī 10205 - Sahih]
There is no better time than Ramzan to leave off music & develop the love of the Quran. Simply develop a habit of listening & reading the Quran more frequently & your heart will fall in love with the Quran.
We think that our homes are the safest place for us. But then you meet earthquakes.
The safety is only in the safety of Allah almighty. If He saves you, no one can harm you. And if He harms you, no one can save you.
Humility. Istighfar. Good deeds. Low key.