PRION DISEASE IS A "THOUGHT PROBLEM" - YOU CAN HALT AND EVEN REVERSE THE PROGRESSION OF IT BY ACCEPTING CERTAIN IDEAS AND FORCING YOURSELF TO ONLY THINK IN CERTAIN PATTERNS
Childish image behind emotion controlling the decision-making part of reasoning, only overridden by the ‘adult’ voice when everything has already been said and done, useless mechanism, non-survival
When there’s rapid pace in my thoughts,my whole body surges with refractory energy, but I have to stay completely still or I won’t know what I’ll do without my own autonomy. I sit very still and I focus on my breathing and I will stare at a very grey wall, but inside is different
I hate the turbulent nature of existence. I want to be unbelievably still but my body seems to work against this—,I want rest forever, but I have to move