GOD will literally sit you down and break you to humble you, then will isolate you to build you. then give you back everything 10x to prove to you HE'S real and everything is for a reason. keep your trust in HIM
Most of us spend years chasing things in this world that we think will make us feel loved.
But everything this world has to offer is temporary. Everything. The kind of love our souls crave is lasting, eternal. And only God can fill up our hearts with that kind of love.