The Medic..?

“… it.. it has been awhile. Please.. do come in.” (STP oc) (ran by @KCtheIdiot_ )

[The Medic..? @V3SSELV3SSEL]

// Medic’s Journal: a thread of her entries

[ً @MORTlSUMBRA]

⠀youʹve ⠀𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐝 ⠀...
⠀what ⠀have ⠀you ⠀done .ᐣ

[۟ @sidereumnoxe]

⠀“ old friend ” (we were friends once.)
⠀“ old friend ” (maybe even lovers once.)
⠀“ old friend ” (you say it so softly with too much knowing in your voice.)
⠀“ old friend ” (who left first .ᐣ i don’t remember now.)

[@grnte @grnte]

i feel the distance between myself & others. i guard that distance.

[ᅟ𝗈𝖻𝗌𝖾𝗌𝗌𝖾𝖽 . @corruinatum]

⠀
𝓣here are scars on my body that never healed. But they remind me of something important: every wound is proof that I survived the last fight.
⠀

[۟ @godsfell]

who hasn’t ever wondered: am i a monster or is this what it means to be a person?

[۟ @sidereumnoxe]

⠀i did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. i did not like to be touched because i craved it too much. i wanted to be held very tight so i would not break.

[۟ @sidereumnoxe]

⠀i loved him ( i think ).
shameless.
laid before him, stupid lamb in a slaughterhouse.

[۟ @godsfell]

love does hurt. it will rip you in half and tear you apart from the seams, but that’s apart of it. you cannot have love without pain.

[Ari🪷 @arikoyarii]

nobody flirts harder than two exes that don’t know how to be exes

[ً @holyaches]

i like to pretend that you didn't mean as much to me as you did. but deep down， i know the truth. when i write， it's about you. i may lie to myself and say it isn't， but it always is. it's always been about you.

[𝕺𝙷ˎ 𝕮𝚁𝚄𝙴𝙻 𝕱𝙰𝚃𝙴 .ᐟ @rabidaffections]

The dog that weeps after it kills is no better than the dog that doesn't . My guilt will not purify me .

[ً @MORTlSUMBRA]

⠀no ⠀matter ⠀how ⠀cleverly ⠀you ⠀sneak ⠀up ⠀on ⠀a ⠀mirrorˏ ⠀your ⠀reflection ⠀𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 ⠀looks ⠀you ⠀straight ⠀in ⠀the ⠀eye.

[ً @MORTlSUMBRA]

⠀there ⠀ainʹt ⠀nothing ⠀here ⠀for ⠀me ⠀anymoreˏ
⠀but ⠀i ⠀donʹt ⠀wanna ⠀be ⠀𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞.

[The Medic..? @V3SSELV3SSEL]

Do you think she misses me too…? .. I hope so..