𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰

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[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

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    𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚛𝚎
    𝚏𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚞𝚗𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚑𝚘
    𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚠 .

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[𝓒𝓲𝓮𝓵 𝓟𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓸𝓶𝓱𝓲𝓿𝓮 @FuntomElegance]

༶•┈┈⛧┈♛ .·:*¨ ✘♚✘ ¨*:·. 𝓔𝑎𝑟𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝓟𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒐𝒎𝒉𝒊𝒗𝒆 .·:*¨ ✘♚✘ ¨*:·.༶•┈┈⛧┈♛ “ 𝑰𝒇 𝒘𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒊𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒚, 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒏𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒔.ᐣ ”

.·:*¨ ✘♚✘ ¨*:·. 𝓕𝓪𝓾𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪𝓷 𝓒𝓸𝓷𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓬𝓽

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover // i get it, trust me. just know you can drop into my dms if you need to vent okay?

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover // you know i’m here if you need me, bb

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover // those thoughts are the worst — they are also just thoughts. but if you need to talk, i’ll listen

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover a gasp — dead eyes open wide — he ‘ s not used to being restricted , yet finds doesn ‘ t dislike it .

“ is that . . . what you need ? “

he can ‘ t imagine anyone wanting his tainted blood .

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

wordlessly handing a boba tea to @ChazukeLover — it ‘ s strawberry flavoured and sweet , just like him .

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover // mori i’ll punch in the face

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover // i love dazai — he was deeply traumatised himself but he did do the same to aku and people need to see that

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover “ sounds like me . “

he bares his neck with a chuckle .

“ go ahead — i like it too . “

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover he gasps , eyes rolling back — yet pleasure wins over pain and he pulls the other closer rather than pushing them back . rashōmon spills from his shirt sleeve but lingers , inactive for now .

“ what do i smell like ? “

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover “ i like danger . “

he licks his lips , savouring the pain of being alive . rashōmon tickles at his fingertips but he sees no need to call upon it yet .

“ i also believe you know i can fend for myself , should you go too far . “

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover before pulling back — gray eyes blown wide .

“ have your fill , tiger . “

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover a sigh , mouth opening willingly as he grasps for the other — heart suddenly beating faster . akutagawa seldom experiences carnal desires but this is a rare exception . kissing back with surprising skill he offers a crooked smile

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[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover they don ‘ t need to try hard — instead akutagawa presses his wrist to their mouth , deadpan as ever .

“ want a taste ? go ahead . but i ‘ m rotten meat and i could get us some steak . “

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover “ i don ‘ t have to , no — it ‘ s my own choice . “

he lifts his hand , offering it .

“ you seem hungry ? “

yet he leans in , excited more than anything .

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover despite himself and his own issues he tightens his grasp as another coughing fit shakes his body before wiping his mouth — a tiny speck of blood on his sleeve .

“ i ‘ ll kill them if you like , but my guess is you don ‘ t want that . “

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover “ i don ‘ t feel the need to , i ‘ m simply offering it . “

he narrows his forehead .

“ you have protected me countless of times , why would ‘ t i do the same ? “

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover “ what ‘ s to say i still won ‘ t . “

the self — proclaimed demon straightens in his seat , yet keeps his hold of the other ‘ s hand .

“ stay with me . the condition i suffer from won ‘ t afflict you or your children . “

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover he stuns at that — blinking wordlessly before reaching for the other ‘ s hand .

“ i am too . “

another sarcastic laugh as he looks out the window .

“ to think i almost killed you so many times , yet i ‘ m relieved i didn ‘ t . “

[𝚁𝚈𝚄𝚄𝙽𝙾𝚂𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰𝙺𝚄𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙰𝚆𝙰 @VBSOLUTlON]

@ChazukeLover “ it ‘ s not rude if it ‘ s true . “

he coughs — something he ‘ s been holding back since they met , but the question reminded him that he needed to .

“ i ‘ m still alive . no one knows for how long but i ‘ m at peace with that . “