I have been on here a while now, and I have almost 14k of you following me which I seriously appreciate! Because of this I'd like to share a bit about myself and what kinda stuff I'm Into so i can create more of a community feeling! <3
I would like to start off by saying that I do not believe I am addicted to porn, I can live and have lived without it. I do not feel withdrawal symptoms when I am without it and I do not need it to function in daily life.
However I do love to look at it quite often, often enough to run and upload to an NSFW reddit and an NSFW X account, and in the past I have owned and been part of NSFW discord servers. Not all of it is overtly from arousal or to cause arousal, sometimes I just watch to watch, to criticize or simply because I find it entertaining. Sometimes I find myself flicking through porn on Reddit, X or Redgifs as if it's Instagram or TikTok, yet I'm able to put it down when I get bored, feel as though I've watched enough or if there is something else that needs my attention. I love to share porn, I love to talk about porn too.
Sometimes I switch my PC wallpaper to a hentai/3D animated porn scene/video (as wallpaper engine doesn't allow porn lmao, and its what I'm into). I play some of my games with NSFW mods too, and I like to draw NSFW pictures and create NSFW scenes in the games I play.
I know this probably isn't healthy, but I have control of myself, my thoughts and my urges. Sometimes when managing my X, Reddit and Discord I treat it as more of a business than I do a consumer. I also understand none of the high production pornography is real as it's staged, scripted and filmed as a business. I also wouldn't say I have developed any intense or violent feelings, fantasies or emotions and I have been like this for a good chunk of my life. I am still able to distinguish people who take things too far and those who do have an addiction to pornography.
Feel free to drop me a DM if you wish to talk or ask any questions!