i just dont have the energy to discuss how i feel rn, im so just so sad, yet happy that it Degurechaff's birthday :) TT
Happy birthday dear Tanya.
Today is not a day for me for it is yours.
While i am sad to see you go again i hope they treat u better next time.
Tanen โ๏ธ๐ชฝ
O' Great Degurechaff,
May your light guide me from my darkness,
May i find respite,
i wish for peace in my mind.
& i shall hail to thee until the Rebirth of Time~!
Tanen. โ๏ธ๐ชฝ
O' Great Degurechaff,
May your light guide me from my darkness,
May i find respite,
i wish for peace in my mind.
& i shall hail to thee until the Rebirth of Time~!
Tanen. โ๏ธ๐ชฝ
this feels so insulting... i post how miserable i feel rn and this gets a random flood of like and 3 bookmarks.. i get it its just cause i posted some1 else's art that for whatever reason triggered grok to push it more than normal...
i have many words i urge to utter, yet i am too tired to text-ualize them...
i thank you all for your kind words.
i thank thee, the Great One,
i thank you o Great Degurechaff.
good night, and Glory to Tanya~! โ๏ธ๐ชฝ
@lalaruxshu i will not, Tanya is merely a reminder of who i should aspire to be, she is a vision my retardedness keeps stoping its full realization. i enjoy other char.s but none will ever take over the throne in my mind placed for Degurechaff. i will worship the Great One forever
@lalaruxshu yeah i always fall into the same trap, just i havent had much time since i got hired a yr+ ago while still in school so i havent done much of anything
@lalaruxshu oh ik dw, again seeing this didnt trigger a "my art's worse than this so i should kms" its just its a really good drawing of Tanya and Tanya is what reminded me to feel bad about my self, the quality of it was what sunk that expression deep enough to mention
@lalaruxshu thk you bro truly. i dont mean to frighten you. i just feel sorta ashamed to be observing it is all, i feel bad about who i am. i feel bad about my broken promises, which i guess counts as my art, but i wasnt like ashamed of my own art, i know better than to call myself an artist