Val ☆ shtwt

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[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

idk if anyone gaf but I’m officially an entire year self harm free ‼️‼️

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

@Ilikenwjsandnct @zmbiluv @bulimiarch nothing lmao but being suicidal and having an eating disorder are like two different things. Either way both people can be on the internet if they want 😭

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

@Ilikenwjsandnct @zmbiluv @bulimiarch man so suicidal ppl can’t enjoy shit or what 😭😭

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

All i post about on here is wanting to relapse but it’s also a constant thought on my brain i’m left alone for one second and it’s what I wanna do ughh and my stupid scars are fading i should be happy about that but im nottt

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

just got broken up with bro i wanna relapse so badddd im almost a year clean tho

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

@iivewx @Zoalfcedancers getting up and doing something takes a lot more strength than just typing on a phone bro 💔 depression also obviously has to do with this. And if you don’t understand how things can get this bad then consider urself lucky

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

i don’t post on here anymore i’m trying to get better im still clean from sh but im in a depressive episode again this is so hard i hate this im a failure

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

okay so i ruined everything uhhhhhgg what reason do i have to not slit my shit up i’m crying in the uni bathroom bro i literally have a gf i just don’t wanna put this on her idk what to do yfhbdbwbsbqbsbebf all i can think about is slicing my shit up

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

Coming rlly close to relapsing tonight even though i rlly don’t want to bro 😭😭💀💀💀💀💀

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

@Iovemelo the tw is killing me but have a good night queen

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

guys I’m sorry for not posting but i’ve been clean since April and like things are actually better?? uni life is going well? I’m being productive?? I still have urges and stuff but i’m trying to redirect them into art I love my mooties fr I hope things get better for you guys ❤️

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

heyy guys I haven’t been active on here in a while and i’ve been clean for months but guess whose relapsing in everything bc their mom is dying and they walked in on her vomiting blood and almost dying and also might have to evacuate her home bc of wildfires!

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

@robopuppi I’m faded rn what does this mean 😭😭🙏

[calliiiccooo o @takueitos]

My life feels like this currently

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

@Skittle_The_W @naracidee no thanks i’ll do what i want

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

@ukepups Shadow milk cookie is a shapeshifter and commonly shifts into different genders so in my eyes bro is genderfluid idc

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

@calsfear1O1 ur bong is so cool 😭

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

@MattTrecee @kishibeume @NickHatesGovt @ManMilk2 yes ? no one cares about height bruh get over urself 💀

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

@robopuppi it’s lowkey rlly disrespectful 😭

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

@_Da_Mangle_ lowkey need it answered cuz.. it’s gonna be one or the other 😭

[Val ☆ shtwt @Valslitzz]

is it worse to be reliant on self harm or weed